Before I start ranting, I just wanna say that I feel that what I'm about to type is petty, stupid, and pathetic.
Anyway, today, while I was in the shower, my thoughts kept going on about how I keep disappointing my parents and that I am a burden. Mind you, they are amazing parents. My thoughts soon became darker and darker, to the point where my mind creates voices that taunted me. Each of them calling me stupid, weak, pathetic, idiot, piece of shit, and so on. I was crying and I didn't want to worry anybody. I never like to show anyone that I'm hurt. I keep it all in. But I wanted to do something to release this pain. The only thing